Sleep doesn't mean much to me anymore; waste of time. I stopped trying, fuck it all lately.

(via danastump)

cause I'm bored outta mah mind, yo.

danastump:

igotmykissesslipped:

imdancingwithmyself:

I’m loud. 
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky. 
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper. 
For the most part, I don’t like people. 
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends. 
I’ve smoked. 
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times. 
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often. 
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt. 
An ex has physically abused me at least once. 
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend. 
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane. 
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping. 
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club. 
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight. 
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television. 
I watch soap operas daily. 
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives. 
I’ve seen and like The OC. 
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular. 
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24. 
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together. 
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house. 
I’ve ran away from my home. 
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. 
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing. 
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out. 
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve been black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown. 
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green. 
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy. 
I’ve used hot oil treatments. 
I’ve curled my hair. 
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair. 
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.

I want to see if I can survive off of exclusively water, chai/green tea, adderall and cigarettes until I'm skinny enough for someone to love me.

Text from Ryan <3.

(I’m in on this one)

New York City.

I’ve recently decided that, I want out of Boston. I have a year and a half left of AIB. I plan on sticking around for about a year after to save up some money and make as many connections as I can. I really want to go to NYU for arts administration/management. I want to be a curator, I want to run a gallery, and if I can’t do that, I’m going to teach, and if I can’t teach, I will work at an art school.

I am in the works of planning a New York trip in January the weekend after my 21 birthday (which is in about a month) to see Nicole and to make sure New York is what I want. If it is, I might talk to Christopher and see if I can do anything this summer so I can get used to the city. I’m really serious about this, I need this. Boston doesn’t do what it used to to me.

I already spoke to my mother about this, and she’s really excited. A lot of things are happening and changing in my life and I’m just trying to balance everything. I’m feeling lots of things and the pressure from the end of the semester is not helping.

I just can’t wait for the semester to be over.

I REALLY want to move to New York City.